What will they say
When they notice the typo on the slide,
Or how I misunderstood the directions
And my project is nothing like theirs.
Mistakes.
What will they say
When my patterns are not coordinated
And my socks do not match,
I forgot my coat and lost my umbrella.
Appearance.
What will they say
When I confuse my words
And stop,
Creating a seemingly everlasting awkward pause.
Conversation.
What will they say
When I lurk in the corner to avoid the unfamiliar people,
Uncomfortable,
I do not want to be here.
Behavior.
What will they say
I constantly ask myself.
Silence.
Life is too busy,
Hectic,
Chaotic.
No one really cares.